Thursday, July 14, 2011

Since I still haven't gotten around to Katie's bday post.....

Enjoy this picture of her! 

Yep, tis true.  We're pregnant AND going to have a baby I think!  We're about 10 weeks along and with Mckayla by my side holding my hand we all heard a heartbeat yesterday!  Still not out of the woods, but a big relief.  We're hopeful for the best and really look forward to a little one joining our family.

I'm feeling pretty good, pretty typically pregnant; lots of worry, lots of hope, some nausea, some exhaustion, and lots of hormones/emotions/moodiness :)
The kids know and are excited.  Mckayla likes to touch my belly (yes there is a bit already, is getting hard to hide!), Talm hugs my belly and asks me how many more days, and Kaity asks every day if today is the day the baby is coming.  It's going to be a long pregnancy  :)  already has felt like an almost year long first trimester, but I hope it will be a long pregnancy, about 6 more months to be precise.  We're praying and hopeful and appreciate all the thoughts and prayers that have been sent our way
Yay!

Monday, May 23, 2011

St George Ironman Trip

Dang, hate when I get behind.  I'm sure I'm skipping some life changing event......oh yeah, Katie's birthday, I'll be back...

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Fun stuff update

Sometimes I hate coming up with subject titles for posts when I'm just catching up and throwing a lot of photos up, which is what this will be  :)  So lets get started!  Forgive me for the bad photo quality in a lot of these, I still just use my camera phone most of the time.  It's always with me and is better than nothing.

I went down to St George for almost a week to train with my great friend Sarah just like we did last year.  It was  bit adventuresome, but great, you can read more about it on my tri blog under Feb 20 and Feb 28th of this year, March of last year.  Jer was a great trooper and handled the kids great, I believe he has a post of his own to finish.  Getting home quite late at night, this is what I found.
My sweet babies asleep waiting up for me with their Welcome Home Mom sign they made
And will you check this out??  I was so surprised!  Crete paper strung all over the living room, the piano bench set up with a little wooden name thing I've had since I was a kid that they play with, a cute little vase of simple sweet flowers, and the balloons all over with little messages Mckayla wrote on them like "you rock mom!" and "we love you!" and "you're the best".  AWWWWW!!
 Such sweeties.  Later that week I think it was, I took them to the Safe Kids Fair, yes, by myself.  I've done this for a while, little adventures with the kids, and they're good. They're getting old enough that it's getting strangely doable.  Not bringing a diaper bag or a big stroller, it's pretty cool, but pretty weird sometimes.
So first up we had to ride bikes on the safety course.  Like their hair covers for their helmets?  :)  Talm must have gone through that thing 3 or 4 times by the time Kayla went through once, he's a little maniac on the bike.  Keeps asking up to take his training wheels off, I hope it will work!  Anyway, it was cute because the boy scouts taught them about street signs and laws.  Talm also enjoyed sitting in a helicopter.
Mckayla, who yes went in a costume, don't ask me why, happen to meet up with a princess, and Talm with a pirate, he loves pirates!  They learned about fire safety and played in a fire engine and school bus, and a really cool school bus converted into a play gym.  Played on the sheriff vehicles and waited 15 minutes with Talm on my shoulders (he is NO featherweight!) to see Ironman up on stage.  Kaity bug, the cute little thing, loves legos and found a nice little table of them to play with.
We went skating at the Olympic Oval near our house.  I run there a lot on the big 440 meter indoor track, and we've been skating once a year or two ago, but not since, and the kids kept asking.
Talmy and Kaity were pretty nervous still but did ok.  Mckayla wouldn't go without the stand thingy, but did a lot better than she has in the past.  Mom and Dad were just glad they're getting a little taller so our backs weren't as sore from holding hands and supporting all their weight  :)
 I took the kids downtown last Saturday to a St Patricks Day parade I never even knew existed.  We were about 30 minutes late and I worried it'd be all done, but it must be a good 2 hour or so parade, apparently the second biggest in the state.  Fun to see people all dressed up, and lots of dogs, a lot of a big strange breed, Irish Wolfhounds too.
The kids liked the floats and this guy on a motorized mechanical horse.  The basset hound reminded me of my Grandparents old dog Mandy Sue.
 And the following are just cute pics of my cute kids!
What happens when you let these two get too bored around here, hehe
 Is she not just the cutest little thing you've ever seen??
Reminds me of Cindy Lou Who with her cute little morning hair
And finally, I'm all for free activities with them, and they love art things, so we went to a kids art day about water up at the Utah Arts Museum up at the U.  They got to make water wheels, kind of cool.
And also made H2O necklaces with their choice of color of bead, and Aunt Stephy, you'd be proud, 2 of the 3 chose red  :)

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Darn it...

why can't a positive pregnancy test just mean a baby in 9 months?

 Yeah, we're dealing with yet another miscariage. #5.  This one early, about 6-7 weeks, and I halfway expected it for some reason over the last few weeks, even taking 4 tests just to confirm that I was indeed pregnant (all 4 positive too, Jer thinks I'm silly, I know).  So I'm not that sad/weepy right now, this isn't nearly as emotional as December was, just more frustrated than anything.  Frustrated at our future.  If we're really supposed to have a 4th kid, how long do I have to go through this drama and rollercoater that getting and staying pregnant has been?  Is this going to be another year with 3 miscarriages involved like it was before we finally got pregnant with Talmage?  Do I still have to endure one or maybe more before we get a sticky baby?  Now admittedly, we've been fortunate to be able to 'get' pregnant without too much trouble, it's just getting them to stick that's the problem.  Sometimes I wonder if trouble getting pregnant would be easier if it meant when and if you do get a positive test, you will get a baby to hold out of it.  But I'm not going to play those games, everyone has hard trials in life and I'm not about to put mine against anyone elses, there's no point.  We just all suffer and we all support eachother in whatever.  But it is hard to know how long I can take this journey. Sure we could just call it good with our 3 wonderful kids, we've considered it a lot, I just don't know yet how to deal with the sadness being done would be when I don't feel done.

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Kid updates

Time for some kid pics and updates.  Nothing too exciting going on around here.  Mckayla is doing great in 1st grade and is enjoying taking the bus home 2-3 days a week now.  Talmage is doing great in preschool and it's really neat to see him learning so much.  I love to watch him draw and do coloring book activities.  Kaitlyn is her own little Diva self.  Love her to pieces but she sure can be high maintenance.  She loves to go to her preschool too, even if it's only taking Talmage or staying for play time.  We really need to get that girl into a real preschool come the fall when Talm's in Kindergarten.

So without further adu, here are just some random pics from the last couple months that I like.

We took this the day of the big 'blizzard' of 2010', that turned out to be nothing but a sciff of snow.  Kait was well prepared though  :)
Man they're getting big!
Mckayla has started wearing tank tops (what few she has) over long sleeve shirts and oh my gosh, she's getting so old!
We usually drive to get Mckayla from school or the bus, but decided to walk last week.
It was a great spring day with the gutters full of running water.  Talmy put a leaf in and followed it a good 1/2 mile down the road.  Sweet boy.
The diva herself.  Arms behind her head, legs crossed, and asleep.....in my bed  :)
I struggle with Mckayla's hair.  It doesn't like to hold curl for me.  But after watching a few episodes of 'Toddlers and Tiaras', a show about little girl beauty pageants, we decided to attempt pageant hair today with the hot rollers.  I have to say I'm pretty happy with how it turned out.  She's so pretty!

Oh and it was so cute.  We were at church today and Kaity saw a little baby girl in her blessing dress and she said "Oh mom, she's beautiful!"  So tender!  She loved commenting on her pretty dress and little white shoes and how cute she was.  It was neat to see her recognize and say those things without me saying anything.   Then during Sacrament she had some competition for what she was playing with from the cute little crawling infant son Sam of my friend Michelle.  I think Kait would be excited to have another baby around, but for how long is the question  :)

Sunday, January 16, 2011

My big boy Talm

Sorry it's late, but had to do a birthday post for Talmage boy!  He's our handsome man who we love so so much. He plays so well with his sisters, but still loves to be with 'his boys' which are any boy that he can find to play with.  He's doing great in Preschool and is excited to start Kindergarten this year  - crazy, I know!

We started his celebrations opening a package from Aunt Stephie.  I had to teach a class that morning so when we got home and got the mail but didn't see any package I was worried it didn't come.  Then we came inside and Talm spotted it on the couch (Uncle Dustin who lives with us must have brought it in) and he knew it was for him before we said anything.  We tried to talk him into waiting for his sister to get home, but to no avail.  He was so excited to have something to open then and loves the puzzles she sent.  Thanks Sis!!


Letting little sister in on the action.  She kept asking where her presents were
Thanks Stephie!!
Next came a friend birthday party at our house.  I hate to say it, but I think this was his first party or even organized playdate despite the fact I started Mckayla's parties at 3 I think.   Oops.  Oh well, his party was great!  Very chill and easy and best of all?  The kids all loved it!  Mckayla's party this year was odd, half the girls were apparently expecting something cooler and let us know a few times "is this it?" or "I'm bored".  But not Talm's party, we just got out the Thomas tracks, puzzles from Aunt Stephie, and some barbie stuff for the girls that didn't play trains and those kids played all day.  I almost wish I'd done the 2 hours I usually do instead of the 90 minute party I did after the parent trauma experienced at Mckayla's party  :)  We decorated cupcakes and opened presents and played some more, and everyone was happy!  Yay!!  Thanks to all the great friends that came over to play, Talm felt very special! Special thanks to our friend Ginny for coming.  She's been in love with Talm for several years now and has planned on him being her husband and/or prince for quite a while, that is until he said  he liked another girl at preschool on Wednesday.  Ahh!  I felt so bad, and so much worse hearing she was kind of sad that day.  Sorry Ginny, we love you, Talm has lots of love to go around, so don't give up  ;)
For you Sis.  I'm no fancy decorator like you, but hey my table was clean and I tried right?  :)  Thanks to Mckayla for her help with the chairs and stuffing party bags.  She's a girl after her Aunt Stephie's heart
Talmy's friends clockwise: Issi, Lexi, Adrienne, Cason, Braiden, Kyle, Ginny, Kiarra
Cute little guy had to try 3 times to get those candles out.  Notice his fists required for enough force  :

Later that night we had family over for dinner and dessert.  All 3 kids had a great time showing off, and Talm was spoiled even more with even more presents.  Thank you!!  It was really great to have all the grandparents and his uncles there for him, we really appreciate and love all the support our kids receive.

We even had Grandma Great there!
Talmy our sweet sweet boy, Happy 5th Birthday!
We love you so much and look forward to many more birthday's with you!!!!!

Friday, December 24, 2010

Merry Christmas!



Merry Christmas! Hope your weekend is filled with family and love and the spirit of gratitude and Christ. With love, Jeremy*Leslie*Mckayla*Talmage*Kaitlyn